I did sleep very less today. almost full night my mind was running with thoughts and bad dreams.
I slept longer than I usually do. I am scared for my work also. I have lot of pending work.
Even my colleagues kind of irritated with my work.They are right on their end and I know I am not doing fair enough with my work.
I want to write so that I am done with these thoughts and I can move ahead and concentrate. She has done all the wrong to me. I wish what I dreamt of imagined could be true. Now I stand alone. I am discovering myself these days. I am with myself, with my mind.
I want things I actually want to do in my life.
Today, at this point of life I feel I should be focussing on my present. I wish to start fresh with all that I have seen and gone through. I want to make myself proud of what I will become.
A soul satisfied in oneself and happy, proud of what he has done.
something that will impact many in a good way. They may not know who did it. Just for me, I want to feel that kick. I am moving forward with an aim to discover something and will definitely do it or want to do it.
I never felt such disgrace and insulted by someone so close to me. I feel that even after giving my 100% and showing someone most respect. What did I get insult, rejection. I don’t want to talk to that person especially when she doesn’t realise even 1% of wrong what she has done , not even 1% of pain that she has inflicted. I feel a lone sufferer here.
I will come out of it. More independent, more strong, more peaceful and self-sufficient. I want to live happily so good in my own self that I should be in a state to appreciate someone else effort.
Be more sensitive to my own family. At last want to feel the happiness of impacting many lives at a time.
Will go to any extend for this.
I talk with my friends, they say give yourself time. I am giving it, the most I can.
